Read 2 Samuel 1:17-27

Two of my grandparents died when I was around 10. A few years ago now, when my oldest son was a baby, we took him to Christchurch to meet family on our side living down there. We visited the graves of my grandparents, and grief returned 20 years later. Grief never really goes away. The emotional pain subsides, but we always grieve those we have lost, in memory, in events and anniversaries, and when we speak or write of our loss.

David knew grief well, and knew that it sometimes needs expressing. While he and his men had emotionally grieved the death of Saul, Jonathan, and so many of Israel’s army, that was not enough. David composed a lament, or written expression of grief. His lament reminds us that grieving in this sinful world is normal. Grieving is an ongoing process, and one we should acknowledge as part of life. Because grieving will only truly cease when we are at God’s side.

After David received word of Saul and Jonathan’s death, he took time to produce a reflection on his and Israel’s loss. He grieved with this lament, and instructed that others should learn it to grieve too (vv.17-18). 

While David himself mourned the loss of a dear friend, Israel too had suffered loss. Their king was dead, and with him shame had come upon Israel. “Israel’s glory” was tarnished, “How the mighty have fallen!” (v.19).

The defeat was not just a military or national one, but a religious defeat too. David does not want the pagan victors in Gath and Philistia gloating, because they would wrongly assign the victory to their fake god Dagon (v.20). The place of disgrace, Gilboa, should be a barren place to reflect and remind Israel of how the soldiers’ shields did not protect them when they needed it (v.21).

This expression had a purpose. It gave Israel’s soldiers something to galvanise themselves over when they went to put matters right.

David’s lament then turned to showing thanks for Jonathan and Saul’s life. David speaks of how both were mighty soldiers who struck down their enemies (v.22). He speaks of how they were loyal to each other, father and son (especially Jonathan), right to the end (v.23).

David did not gloat at the death of Saul, who opposed him so much. He reflected on the good of Saul, as a person and for Israel. Israel’s daughters (probably especially the wealthy ones) should mourn Saul’s death, because he lavished them with wealth and prosperity (v.24). Wealth which came from his unity and rule over Israel, compared to the oppression felt in the time of the Judges beforehand.

Finally, David turned to his personal grief and loss of his dear friend Jonathan. The women would weep for Saul, David would weep for Jonathan. Saul may have endeared himself to the women by giving them expensive “scarlet” clothing and “ornaments of gold” (v.24). But David was “distressed for [his] brother, Jonathan” (v.25). Jonathan had endeared himself to David with a love that “surpass[ed] the love of women” (v.26).

Some people read this like it is from an erotic novel. What nonsense. Jonathan had openly declared loyalty to David as the next king, a role everyone assumed was Jonathan’s (including Saul)! They had a deep and close friendship, hoping to see each other succeed in the roles God had called each of them to. Their commitment towards each other was covenantal in nature. This was not about erotic desire, it was about faithfulness and self-sacrifice.

With that note, David brought his lament to an end. “How the mighty have fallen, and the weapons of war perished!” (v.27). A terrible loss for both Israel and David.

While this passage is not a “how to” for grief, it does remind us that there is and can be more to going through grief than just the emotional distress we feel. Working through that grief together, perhaps in written or spoken form, and in prayer to God is a right and proper way to acknowledge loss.

Likewise, the writing of this lament as something to teach others reminds us that grief is an ongoing process that we can experience for many years. We must be compassionate and understanding to people who grieve the loss of a loved one long after the world might say it is time to “move on.”

Likewise, recognising loss should be part of the Church’s witness. The world is not as it should be. Suffering and death are not natural, but the result of sin. When we only focus on the positive in our fellowship, teaching, and worship, and avoid the negative, we do everyone a disservice. Including ourselves.

We still live in a day where we weep as we sow the seeds of the kingdom (Ps. 126). One day, when Christ returns and puts a final end to grief, we will return with songs of joy. Until that day comes, our grief reminds us that weeping endures for the night, but joy comes with the morning.

Read 2 Samuel 1:1-16

Grifters abound in the world. Sadly, we can find them in churches too. They look for opportunities to make gain for themselves out of situations, whether good or bad. Their outward acts may initially tick all the boxes, but their actions ultimately show they are interested in personal gain, not the cause of Christ.

The first scene of 2 Samuel introduces us to David’s learning of King Saul’s death through the arrival of a grifter, bearing Saul’s kingly baubles. We quickly discover that the man is less concerned with the situation than with his own advancement, and meets judgement for it. On the other hand, David’s response shows the attitude we ought to show in Christ’s church: mourning for times when Christ’s cause is harmed, and godly fear of King Jesus who has saved us and leads us.

2 Samuel begins with the assumed knowledge of 1 Samuel, and especially the death of King Saul and Jonathan in a climactic battle against the Philistines. This opening passage relays the way in which David learned of the death of Saul, the death of his dear friend, and the great loss which God’s People had suffered at the hands of their unbelieving foes.

Two days after returning to Ziklag, a man came to David’s camp with his clothes torn and dirt on his head, a traditional sign of mourning (vv.1-2). This man came and bowed before David, showing him all the appropriate signs of respect.

David asked three questions. First, where have you come from? Answer, the Israelite camp (v.3). Second, how did it go? Answer, the Israelite army fled, and King Saul and Jonathan are dead (v.4). Third question, how do you know?

The answer, based on the account found at the end of 1 Samuel, was a lie. The man claimed that he happened to be at the battle site, as one does, and saw that Saul was left by himself while Philistine chariots were racing towards him to take him prisoner (v.6). Saul called to him, asking who he was: “an Amalekite who was living in the land” he claimed (v.7).

Saul then asked, according to the man’s tale, for this man to administer the coup de grace to avoid capture and torture by the Philistines, which the man claims to have obliged (vv.8-9). After that, he took the king’s crown and armlet as evidence he was dead, and brought it to its new rightful owner (v.10).

Your new faithful servant now sits here, awaiting orders from the new king.

David’s response to this news was perhaps unexpected to the Amalekite. Instead of rejoicing that the man who had, for many years, made his life one of misery and mayhem, was finally gone, “David took hold of his clothes and tore them, and so did all the men who were with him” (v.11).

This was not just a nod to ritual. “They mourned and wept and fasted until evening for Saul and for Jonathan his son and for the people of the Lord and for the house of Israel, because they had fallen by the sword” (v.12). David, and his men, understood that God’s People had suffered a terrible defeat, and that even though God was at work in it, God’s name was slandered among the nations as a result.

At some point, David then turned to the Amalekite and asked about his origins. The man responded he was an Amalekite, the son of a sojourner (v.13). Long enough to know the rules of Israel.

David then asked how, given he had lived in the land, he could kill God’s anointed king (v.14). David then called for one of his men to put the Amalekite to death for murder of the king, based on his own testimony (vv.15-16).

Ironically, the Amalekite rightly faced judgement for his sin, but that of lying, not murder as he effectively claimed. But this death reminds us that even hidden sins, like lies (because David had no way of knowing otherwise), are known by God and come under his judgement. We should not think that we have gotten away with it if nobody else sees. God knows and judges the secrets of the hearts of men.

Secondly, we should note the mourning which David and his men expressed as they heard the news of the defeat. While it did mean good news for David’s promotion prospects, it was at the expense of God’s name and God’s People.

Do we show the same sadness when parts of the visible church do things which slander Christ’s good name, or think ourselves better? Do we show sadness when God’s People suffer setback and harm by the unbelieving world, or just focus on our own little holy huddle? This passage encourages us to mourn such things.

Finally, this passage reminds us to treat our God and King, Jesus, with reverent fear. Christ is Lord of our lives, and King of the Church. We should not approve of anything which treats Christ as anything less than that.

Read 1 Samuel 31

We might like to think that we can escape the consequences of our actions forever, but when it comes to disobeying God the day of reckoning will always arrive. Whether in positions of power or not, disobeying God will always lead to our downfall.

For Saul, the day of his downfall had arrived. Sadly, Saul’s sin would see many others fall along with him, including his sons. However, this tragic episode also brought about the entry of faithful Jonathan to his heavenly reward, and an episode of bravery in the face of the world’s apparent victory which encourages us to stand firm, even in the face of apparent defeat. It also opened the door for a new, faithful king to rise.

While David had successfully rescued his wives and children from captivity, and even spread the bounty of victory around, the Philistines and Israel under Saul entered into battle. For Saul, the battle did not go as it did for David, because God was with David and was not with Saul.

While the Amalekites fled before David, “the men of Israel fled before the Philistines and fell slain on Mount Gilboa” (v.1). There is no sugar coating this episode; the battle was a disaster. The following verses bear out why.

Not only did a great many Israelites fall, but so too did Saul’s sons. “The Philistines overtook Saul and his sons, and the Philistines struck down Jonathan and Abinadab and Malchi-shua, the sons of Saul” (v.2).

Here was a tragedy. While we know little of Abinadab and Malchi-shua, we know Jonathan as a faithful servant of God and friend of David. A man who served his faithless father, and yet laid aside his claim to the throne, knowing that David was the appointed King after God’s own heart. 

Yet Jonathan fell that day too. While Jonathan may have suffered loss of life due to his father’s many sins, his trust in God saw him enter the rule and reign of a better king in eternity.

The battle reached Saul, too, as he was targeted by Philistine archers, badly wounded (v.3). Recognising that if he was captured alive he would be abused and tormented by them (like Samson before), Saul sought escape by asking his armour-bearer to kill him (v.4).

Yet his armour-bearer, like David before, would not touch God’s Anointed, so Saul exercised “end of life choice” and fell on his sword rather than falling upon God’s mercy and strength at the last (v.5). Saul could not repent, he could only try and run away from his end. His armour-bearer followed suit (v.5).

When the Israelites saw that Saul, his sons, and many of the men in his army had died (v.6), they fled from the surrounding towns and areas to escape the rampage (v.7). In a reversal of the land promise God made to Israel, the Israelites fled before the Canaanites who drove them away.

The following day the Philistines picked their way through the corpses, looking for spoils (v.8). They found Saul and his sons, cut off Saul’s head and stripped off his armour, and sent good news to their cities and their pagan temples (v.9). King Saul had fallen! Their gods were victorious over Israel’s God (or so they thought). The armour went on display in Ashtaroth’s temple, and Saul’s body was hung on the wall of Beth-Shan to rub in their victory (v.10).

Yet even in this momentary triumph, not everyone lost hope. The residents of Jabesh-Gilead, remembering God’s past deliverance through Saul, came at night to remove Saul’s body and that of his sons, and give them a fitting burial (vv.11-13).

Following that, they mourned (v.13). The king had fallen, yes, but worse still God’s name was slandered among the Philistines. Saul’s sin had brought destruction to Israel, and his death caused Philistine joy at the “victory” of their “gods”. God’s People, fled and scattered. They were without a king, a shepherd to guide them.

Much as we do not wish to dwell on it, this passage reminds us that all who disobey God will meet their downfall. We must constantly repent of our sins and turn to Christ, seeking forgiveness and Christ’s righteousness as the only escape from the downfall we deserve.

But it also reminds us to look beyond the immediate to the eternal. Jonathan was caught up in his father’s downfall, despite his faithfulness to his father, to David, and to God. Yet for Jonathan, his death was his entry to a greater eternal glory. It reminds us that the tragic deaths of Christians, while indeed tragic, are also the beginning of something better. We do not mourn as those without hope.

Because while Israel at that point may have seemed without a shepherd, one was appointed. And we too have a shepherd who watches over us, even as we may courageously make small stands against the apparent victory of this world. One day, our own shepherd-king Jesus will ensure the downfall of all those who rebel against God.

Read 1 Samuel 30

Sometimes life is a bumpier ride than our own pothole infested roads currently are. Just when you think that things have got better, quickly comes another judder through the tires. Our vehicle suspension helps make the trip slightly bearable, for life what makes these bumps bearable is finding strength and encouragement in God.

David and his men probably thought they were home free when the Philistines dismissed them from battle to return home, but quickly found themselves in another tragedy. Yet David turned to God for strength, and once again experienced both God’s comforting support but also his provision for his chosen servant. What was a tragedy became a triumph.

And tragedy it must have seemed, as David and his band of men arrived home to Ziklag expecting relief but finding destruction (v.3). The place razed, possessions plundered, and all their families taken captive for a future of servitude (vv.1-2). Not even David was spared the loss of wives and family (v.5).

Everyone wept and screamed in anger and upset until there were no more tears (v.4). Then the blame game started, and the crosshairs of blame fell on David for delivering them into this situation (v.6).

But unlike recent situations which had led to a ransacked Ziklag, “David strengthened himself in the LORD his God” (v.6). How is not exactly stated, but given David’s next steps, it likely involved prayer and meditation on God’s promises to him and to his people.

David then sought God’s guidance through the ephod, which came to him when Saul murdered all but one of God’s priests (v.7). David learned he was to chase the band, and would rescue their beloved (v.8). So off David and his 600 men went, with 200 staying at a brook due to exhaustion while David and 400 carried on (vv.9-10).

Sure enough God providentially delivered. While deserts are big empty places and bands of marauders easily hide in big empty places, David and troops came across an Egyptian (v.11). After giving him food and drink to revive his spirits (vv.11-12), they discovered he was an abandoned slave of the Amalekites who had raided Ziklag days before (vv.13-14). He was more than willing to lead David to the Amalekites in exchange for his life (v.15). God clearly led them where they needed to go.

And arrive they did, to an unsuspecting Amalekite party atmosphere at all the plunder (v.16). Tragedy and triumph reversed, as all but 400 of the younger Amalekites were wiped out (v.17). Most importantly, David recovered everyone and everything (v.18). Nothing which was taken was lost (v.19), and they even came out ahead with all the Amalekite flocks and herds (v.20).

All then made the trip back towards home. First they met with the 200 exhausted men left behind (v.21). Not surprisingly, some of the 400 victors who were of variable background (22:2) suggested that perhaps the 200 men should just get their families back (v.22). In other words, God’s blessing of restoration and compensation should only go to those who worked for it!

David rejected this works-based righteousness. Buttering them up as “my brothers”, David reminded them that this triumph was God’s gift not their works (v.23). Suggesting they were mad to suggest it, he declared that equal shares belonged to all, whether front line or back office “watching the baggage” (v.24). This declaration became military law for Israel from then on (v.25).

Safely back in Ziklag, David went one step further to share God’s largesse. David shared some of the excess loot with many of the local towns of Southern Judah (vv.26-31). Not only would this repay some of these communities who had also suffered loss at Amalekite hands, but pragmatically it would win him friends when it came time to ascend the throne.

This passage, as subtle as it may be, is once again reminding us that every good gift God gives us is a matter of his grace. Like the more disreputable of David’s 400 men, we can view times of triumph or provision through tragedy as our due reward for hard work. Why should we share it with others?

This attitude forgets that everything we have is God’s gift to us. This is not just theological precision, but a way of life. Freely we have received, freely we should give. Of the talents we have, the gifts we have been given, the meals we have, our joys to be shared with others, whether front line or back office.

These gifts were God’s grace to his servant David, who trusted God. Not only David, but his 600 men and the citizens of Southern Judah benefited from God’s largesse to his anointed king.

Is this not a reminder of God’s goodness to us through his anointed king, Jesus? Everything we have received, including our salvation, is a gift of God’s grace through Christ. And that grace is not just for us, but others too. Let’s share the loot!

Read 1 Samuel 29

The saying “God moves in mysterious ways” is an often repeated phrase, but it is often repeated because it is true. God does indeed move in ways which surprise us, even when we do not expect it. While God certainly works directly through miracle or other direct intervention, God also works through ordaining circumstances or even through the hands of unbelievers.

Unbelievers were certainly the surprise saviour for David. Stuck in a situation of his own making due to listening to his heart instead of trusting in God’s promises, David found himself appointed as the personal bodyguard to King Achish, as the Philistines launched an invasion of Israel. Despite David’s sinful predicament, God still delivered David from his circumstances.

The author of Samuel appeared to be setting up a final grudge match between David and Saul, lined up against each other. David, forced onto the Philistine side by his recent choices. Saul, about to face the hour of his final judgement due to his own past choices. This, despite the many situations in the past when David could have killed Saul, but refused to.

In chapter 29 the apparent setup is unwound. David will escape the consequences of his understandable but unfaithful acts of sixteen months previous.

The Philistines gathered their forces together for battle at Aphek (v.1). The place was the site of the fateful battle in the beginning of 1 Samuel (ch.4) which ultimately led to the Israelite desire for a king like the rest of the nations. Now another fateful battle will see that same king defeated and discarded, so that a king after God’s own heart could arise.

As the Philistine kings paraded their armies into camp, David and his band joined in the rearguard with Achish (v.2). As they passed across the parade ground, the other Philistine commanders noticed David and his detachment and loudly cried out “What are these Hebrews doing here?” (v.3).

Achish immediately jumped to David’s defence, announcing that it was David who was now well acknowledged as an enemy of Saul, “and since he deserted to me I have found no fault in him to this day” (v.3). David’s deceit was well hidden; Achish was thoroughly snookered.

Sadly for Achish, the Philistine commanders were not as easily convinced. They were angry at Achish for bringing David along like any other mercenary, as they feared that David could seek to redeem himself in Saul’s eyes by turning on them (v.4). They feared David’s men were really a fifth column.

The Philistine commanders had not forgotten the old folk tune “Saul has struck down his thousands, and David his ten thousands” and demanded Achish send David away (vv.4-5).

Poor Achish must break the bad (good) news to David. Acknowledging that as God exists, he believed David had been a faithful servant, Achish must send David and team home since the Philistine commanders object (vv.6-7)!

David, who had found himself in terrible strife, is now delivered from having to cross the Rubicon and fight Israel on their enemies’ side. What relief must have washed over him. But appearances must be kept, and so ironically David challenged the decision (v.8). Nevertheless Achish’s hands are tied, and David must go (v.9). 

When morning comes, as soon as it is light, David and his band must depart from the camp and return to their home (v.10). While light meant only impending doom for Saul (28:19), for David it meant redemption.

Sure enough, morning came, and David and his men departed the Philistine camp for their base in the Philistine lands (v.11). Meanwhile, the Philistines themselves broke camp and departed for Jezreel, where Saul and the Israelites nervously awaited the hour of battle (v.11).

Nowhere in this passage is God described as directing or acting. The only mention of God comes, ironically, from the pagan mouth of King Achish, commending David before God for his faithfulness to him (a faithfulness which was not real) and the injustice of David being unable to fight at his side. Yet, just like in the Book of Esther, God’s hand clearly lies over the circumstances and situations.

Yet God indeed acted to save his servant. Through the Philistine commanders objecting to David’s presence, David is delivered from a situation which would have made his kingship untenable. There is no way that Israel would have accepted as king a man who fought against them, even if he later turned on the Philistines mid-battle.

God works in the same way in our lives. Sometimes, God works through the most surprising of events or people to set us apart from God’s enemies. Like when we read this deliverance of David, we should not respond with indifference and muteness but with praise to God for his goodness and greatness towards us.

That goodness and greatness which God showed to David, and to us despite our own unfaithfulness, was only because of Jesus, the true king after God’s own heart. It was not David’s wit that saved him. It was God, through a surprise saviour.

Read 1 Samuel 28:3-25

Many of us go through seasons of despair, when it seems like all is lost, or everything is going wrong. As believers, we might wonder whether God has abandoned us. But we still turn to God for comfort. But for unbelievers, they may seek support and comfort from any of many other places, where they will not find it.

Saul had reached his season of despair, as the realities of God’s judgement finally caught up with him. Unable to receive God’s guidance and direction, Saul turned to witchcraft and divination, explicitly forbidden under God’s Law. Through that medium, God gave one last message to Saul which left him without hope or comfort. This reminds us of the peril of unbelief, and the blessing that Jesus underwent his own season of despair so we would not.

In chapter 27 and the beginning of chapter 28, David’s sinfulness led him into a terrible dilemma, as he found himself volunteered as bodyguard for one of the Philistine Kings as they launched a full-scale invasion of Israel. But David was not the only one to enter a season of despair. Saul also faced an apparent moment of reckoning for his sinful deeds.

To set the scene, our text reminds us that the prophet Samuel had died (v.3), as mentioned in chapter 25. Further, Saul had made a point of expelling mediums and necromancers out of Israel, as commanded by Deuteronomy 18 (v.3). Saul was always good at public displays of righteousness.

The Philistines had invaded Israel, and the two sides gathered their forces and encamped near each other (v.4). Saul could see he was in big trouble (v.5).

Very big trouble. He sought God, but God was done talking to unbelieving Saul (v.6). Prayer, prophets, and Urim, it did not matter. God would not respond. Saul wanted life advice, not a saviour (Hebrews 6:4-6).

So Saul turned to “alternative approaches.” If God would not speak to Saul by the appointed means, he would try seeking divine counsel by other means. “Seek out for me a woman who is a medium, that I may go to her and inquire of her” Saul told his servants, who found one in Endor (v.7).

Off Saul went disguised to Endor, though not on a mission to destroy a Death Star but to consult a dead star (v.8). The woman was understandably cagey, thinking this was “the Feds” entrapping her, but Saul convinced her no harm would come (vv.9-10).

So the woman asked who this man wanted to see – none other than Samuel, the late prophet (v.11). He always gave good advice! Terror came to the woman when God permitted Samuel to appear (rather than presumably, a demonic Elvis impersonator or whatever her mind conjured up) and she realised it was King Saul in front of her (v.12).

After the woman told Saul that Samuel was coming, Saul bowed down to pay homage to the wise sage (vv.13-14). But Samuel was not amused at Saul’s calling him in his hour of crisis (v.15). Saul was God’s enemy, why call God’s servant? (v.16).

Bad news. God had sent the Philistines to bring down Saul, just as promised (vv.17-18). It was time for David to become king. Moreover, Saul and his sons were about to die and meet their Maker, and face the due judgement or reward depending on their trust (or otherwise) in him (v.19).

Saul was left empty, fainting at the message (v.20). With no comfort from God, the woman provided a meal for him and his servants as a distraction from the news (vv.21-5). Saul and his servants went away to meet what was coming at them. A final meal, a last supper, before the axe of judgement fell.

Here is the peril of unbelief laid bare. Saul rejected God’s commands, and God rejected Saul. Now the moment of his judgement had finally arrived, and God was not there to comfort him. Only the cold reality of what was coming.

For some, this “Dark Night of the Soul” or “Divine Despair” is the road by which unbelievers come to Christ. For many unbelievers though, hardened by many years of rejecting Christ and suppressing the truth of God’s existence in unrighteousness, there is no comfort that comes from God. Only the knowledge of coming judgement. Lord save us from this terrible fate!

Thankfully, for all who believe in Christ, the terror of God’s displeasure, the despair that comes from swiftly appearing Divine judgement, is not what we face. Because Jesus ate a Last Supper, and endured Divine Despair at the hands of God, when he bore the terrible judgement of God for our sins and unbelief on the Cross.

The axe of judgement fell on Christ. For six hours, Christ felt God’s anger and silence as he cried out “why have you forsaken me?” (Ps. 22:1). 

All this, so we may be spared the judgement due to us, and find comfort and counsel from God in our seasons of despair.

Read 1 Samuel 27:1-28:2

Some of the worst advice I think you can give someone is to “follow your heart”. The reason? “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?” (Jeremiah 17:9). Not popular advice for our culture today, but unfortunately following your heart instead of following the wisdom of God’s Word leads to folly and sin. But we all do it anyway.

Even the best of us follow our heart. David certainly did. Despite all the external evidence of God’s provision for David, the internal strain became too much. He did not listen to God. He followed his heart. He ultimately landed in a sticky situation. One that God, much like he has done for us in Christ, would have to pull him out from.

The truth is that we can sympathise with how David felt. He had fled from Saul’s presence to the wilderness, gathered a band of followers, but had to constantly move to keep all safe. Saul kept finding out where he was. The stress and strain was too much.

Or so David thought in his heart. “David said in his heart, “Now I shall perish one day by the hand of Saul. There is nothing better for me than that I should escape to the land of the Philistines. Then Saul will despair of seeking me any longer within the borders of Israel, and I shall escape out of his hand” (v.1)

So that is what he did, together with his six hundred men, plus their many hundreds families (v.2). David returned to Gath, where he had fled previously. This time, as a known fugitive from Saul instead of his chief enforcer. This time, King Achish welcomed him and his family (v.3). This time, finally, Saul stopped pursuing David (v.4).

Yet where was God in this? Elsewhere, David had sought God’s counsel. This time, David followed his heart. God never entered the picture. Nor was Biblical wisdom and prudence at play. No doubt David thought he was being wise and prudent, but he was forgetting God’s gracious provision and protection many times before. David walked out of the Promised Land, the place of God’s blessing for his people, and into the hands of a foreign protector.

That said, David immediately took steps to distance himself from King Achish. He asked to set up camp in one of the country towns, rather than remain in Gath (v.5). Achish, probably concerned about a powerful mercenary force living close and living off his own funds, agreed and gave him Ziklag (v.6).

Ironically, Ziklag was part of the inheritance of Israel (Joshua 15), but had never been conquered. So God still used David’s sinfulness to bless Israel by bringing this part of the inheritance into their hands (v.6).

With the benefit of distance, David could manage the relationship with Achish. Enough that David and his band settled in the Philistine lands for a year and four months (v.7).

From Ziklag, David raided Israel’s enemies (v.8) but lied about it to earn favour with his new master, suggesting he was attacking Israel (v.10). Of course, survivors would spoil this line, so every living person was wiped out (vv. 9,11) to keep up the ruse.

So while David was fulfilling God’s commands in wiping out those enemies of Israel specifically marked for judgement (much as this makes us uneasy today), he had left his principles in Israel for lying and ruthlessness.

All seemed well. Achish trusted David, thinking he had cut all ties with Israel by his actions (v.12). So much so that when the Philistines decided to invade Israel again, Achish called David and his men together as part of his armed forces (v.1) Gulp. David muttered out an ambiguous answer, and found himself Achish’s bodyguard (v.2). Now what would David do?

David listened to his heart and found himself in a bind. He did not remember God’s promises, or seek Godly counsel. He followed his heart into sin, backed it up with lies and ruthlessness, and found himself in a dilemma.

Sounds familiar.

We can look down our noses at David and his pickle, looking back with an air of “I hate to say I told you so…” or we can stop for a minute and reflect. This sounds familiar, because it is sadly familiar. To all of us.

We listen to our heart. We stumble into sin. We keep digging. Then we find our principles compromised or lost. We all do it. Even “the greats” like David did it. The Disciples did it, when they fled at Jesus’ arrest. Peter listened to his heart, and denied Jesus three times.

The answer to life’s problems is not to listen to your heart. But to listen to God’s Word. To seek godly counsel and support. To trust in God’s promises.

And when we fail, to seek forgiveness through the only one who did not follow his heart into sin, Jesus. There is no salvation found anywhere else. Following God’s grace, not our hearts.

Read 1 Samuel 26

The daily struggle with sin can make us wonder if we are making any progress at all towards trust in God and holiness. Are we becoming more like Christ, relying on him and depending on God to make things right? Or are we continuing in our own strength, and our own creaturely and fallen wisdom. 

While hard to see in the moment, the truth is we do make progress in life. It was true of David too. In 1 Samuel 26, David again faced a decision – to spear the King’s life, or spare the King’s life. His response demonstrated that he was learning to trust God’s plans and providence, as he waited to inherit the promised kingship.

At some point David moved back to the region near Ziph (hard to keep 600 men plus families in one desolate spot permanently), and the Ziphites again dobbed in David to Saul (v.1) Saul came down with 3000 men, again (vv.2-3).

When David found out Saul was near, he sent out spies who confirmed Saul’s presence, then saw Saul and camp himself, with all fast asleep (vv.3-5).

David asked for volunteers to enter the camp, and was joined by Abishai (v.6). They made it all the way to Saul’s sleeping frame, with Saul’s spear close to hand (v.7).

For Abishai, this was clearly God’s providence (again) giving David the opportunity to strike down Saul and assume the throne (v.8). But David knew better, he had learnt restraint (ch. 25). Abishai was not to strike the Lord’s Anointed (Saul), because neither would walk away blameless (v.9).

Instead, David trusted in God. ““As the LORD lives, the LORD will strike him, or his day will come to die, or he will go down into battle and perish” (v.10). Instead of spearing Saul, David spared Saul, taking his spear and a water jug for later (v.11).

All this occurred because God had caused a deep sleep to fall on Saul and the Israelites (v.12). God was, again, entirely in control of Saul’s fate.

David then climbed to high ground and called out to Saul’s bodyguard, Abner, mocking him for falling asleep on the job (vv.13-16). Some bodyguard! For all Saul’s forces, he was defenceless before David … before God. The spear and the water jug, little tokens as they were, demonstrating God’s promises to David and his judgement on Saul.

No doubt Saul felt very naked and defenceless as he stumbled awake, hearing David crow across the valley holding his weapon and water supply (v.17). Saul tried the “son” treatment on David, but did not get far. David focused on Saul’s continued injustice to him (v.18).

Rather politely, David declared that if God had sent Saul to punish him for wrongdoing, then David would offer sacrifice to God for his sin. But if Saul was being badly advised (unspoken: by Saul’s sinful heart), then may they be cursed for driving David to the point of leaving the Promised Land and the ability to worship God as he then appointed (vv.19-20).

Saul responded by confessing his sin toward David, and inviting David to come back with a promise of safety (v.21). David was no fool; Saul could have his spear back, but David was not coming near him (v.22).

David would stay with, and trust in, God. He asked God to bless him for not killing Saul when he again had the chance (v.23), and proclaimed God as the only one in whom he hoped for salvation and deliverance: “may my life be precious in the sight of the Lord, and may he deliver me out of all tribulation” (v.24).

With those words, Saul and David parted ways, David on his ways and Saul to his place (v.25). Neither saw each other again.

David’s act, or inaction, to spare King Saul’s life rather than spear Saul, was a great act of faith. David had been hounded and chased from pillar to post, yet had learnt in his struggles to trust in God and God’s timing.

David had come to understand that God’s plan required him to wait, and to go through present troubles, before he fully inherited the promises God had made to him.

How familiar that is to us. We too go through present troubles, awaiting the promises God has made to us of eternal presence with him in a perfectly holy place, no longer struggling against sin.

In the meantime, we can take some heart that God is working in us through life events, as he worked in David, to increase our trust in God and decrease our reliance on self. Through the Spirit’s work, he is making us more like Christ, the truly sinless, anointed king.

All this can happen because God did not allow his anointed one, Jesus, to be spared, but to be speared (pierced). Not for his transgressions, for he was sinless, but for ours.

Because of the Cross, we can trust God for salvation and deliverance, and know he will provide.

Read 1 Samuel 25

When things do not go our way, we often see red. We want to lash out and repay the hurt, rather than trust in God to put right what was wrong. While our desire for justice is sometimes well placed (sometimes our desire for justice is more like selfishness), our desire for personal vengeance is not.

While David showed great restraint in not killing Saul in 1 Samuel 24, his rush of blood to the head at the slight of a rich fool shows he still had learning to do. Thankfully, God restrained David from sinful overreach, and ensured he and his men were provided for through the hands of Abigail, the rich fool’s wife (and a wise servant). This example reminds us to wait on God for justice when we are slighted, for God will surely bless his people.

Our passage begins with momentous news that passes as a footnote: the death of Samuel (v.1). The prominent character of the early part of 1 Samuel has passed from view, and now from death to life. All Israel mourned his passing, though David likely mourned remotely.

David and his men moved to the wilderness of Paran in Sinai (v.1). There David and his men became neighbours of a rich, money-obsessed fool whose “harsh and badly behaved” nature was contrasted by Abigail, his wife’s discernment and beauty (vv.2-3). Oh, and his name was Nabal.

David politely requested from Nabal’s great abundance of riches provisions for his men, considering they had not done the usual parcel of rogues thing and seized for themselves (vv.4-9). In fact, they had protected Nabal’s workers and helped enrich Nabal in the process (vv.14-16).

Sadly Nabal was too busy counting his coins to see it that way, and rudely dismissed David’s request with a slight, suggesting he was some lowly runaway deserving nothing (vv.10-11). Bad call! David’s men reported it to David, who decided it was time to sort Nabal out permanently (vv.13-14).

Yet God had other ideas. David could not show restraint to the king, and happily wipe out a commoner. So God ensured word reached Abigail’s ears via a sensible servant, who could see the trouble Nabal had made himself (vv.15-17).

Abigail herself sought to put things right in a hurry. She threw together a feast for David and his men, not telling her foolish husband, and raced to meet the growling David approaching to wipe out Nabal and his men for slighting his goodwill (vv.18-22).

Once there, Abigail appropriately acknowledged the future king, took Nabal’s guilt on herself, and argued for leniency for her worthless fool husband (vv.23-5). Importantly, she spoke as God’s instrument to point out to David he would regret taking vengeance into his own hands, instead of trusting God to punish Nabal (vv.26-31). After all, David was acting out of wounded pride, not as a wise judge.

David confessed that God had sent her in good time to restrain him from a terrible wrong (vv.32-4). After the two parted amicably, Abigail returned to her foolish husband drunk as a skunk (vv.35-6).

The next morning, Abigail told Nabal how she had saved his skin (v.37). His heart failed him, and ten days later God struck him down (vv.37-8).

David might not fully understand restraint, but he was not entirely a fool. As soon as he heard Abigail was newly widowed, he sent his men to propose marriage (vv.39-42). Thus two were blessed by God. David, by God-imposed restraint and a godly wife to replace Michal, whom Saul had remarried off (v.44). Abigail, by marriage to a future king who appreciated her beauty and discretion, and listened to her!

That said, David’s restraint did not extend to monogamy: he also married Ahinoam of Jezreel (v.43). But that would be a problem for another day.

God providentially acted to restrain David from unjust vengeance on a fool, something that would have been a terrible sinful overreach. Like David, we too need to wait on God to dispense justice, not take it on ourselves just because we can. Like David, we can rest in God’s assurance of his justice, but also that he has and will fulfil his promises to us which are far greater than any earthly gain we might lose, or lose out on.

God’s providential hand stretches further in this chapter, though. David would happily have killed Nabal and carried the stench of vindictive revenge to the throne, if not restrained. Samuel, whose death in verse one gained passing mention, was too prone to picking “electable” kingly candidates (chapter 16).

Thank God that in his providence, he sent Jesus to secure our salvation for us. Even godly servants fall short, but not Jesus. Jesus understood that the road to the Kingdom meant suffering his own injustices and hostility despite his perfect life. Even now, Jesus patiently awaits the hour of final judgement that more sinners will be saved.

Through considering Jesus, we will not grow weary or fainthearted (Heb. 12:3), and learn restraint.

Read 1 Samuel 24

When we know or believe something is our due, it is tempting to seize it when the opportunity arises. A young man called to the Ministry may bypass formal training and a call to a congregation, and strike out on their own, for example. Or we are unfairly treated, and an opportunity comes to enact revenge at our own hand, instead of leaving vengeance to God. Surely God would not give the opportunity and desire if he did not expect us to seize it?

Well, actually, God does exactly that. We must wait on God’s timing for taking on responsibilities, or seeing injustices answered. In 1 Samuel 24, David understood that fact. Leaving aside an opportunity to seize the throne by killing Saul in his moment of weakness, David demonstrated his fitness for the kingship and as God’s servant. This fitness looked forward to Jesus, who also demonstrated his fitness by waiting on God’s timing, and encourages us to do the same.

God foiled Saul’s plans by sending the Philistines to attack, drawing away Saul from his pursuit of David. After Saul chased off the Philistines, he learned of David’s new hiding place and set out again on the hunt (vv.1-2). Arriving at a cave, Saul went inside to use the conveniences… but surprise! It was David’s hiding spot (vv.3-4).

This left David in a particular dilemma. Was this God putting Saul into his hands, to end the royal rivalry once and for all? David’s men certainly thought so (v.4). They nudged David to action, who on the way had second thoughts and instead only cut off a piece of Saul’s robe (vv.4-5). 

Even that seemed to affect David’s conscience, and he strongly argued with his followers who sought to finish what David could not (vv.6-7). David understood that Saul was God’s anointed, and that it was for God to arrange Saul’s demise, not for David.

No doubt Saul was shocked and horrified as he headed away from his loo stop to find David poking his head out of the cave shouting “My lord the king!” (v.8). David defended himself and pointed out his innocence, even when opportunity arose (vv.9-11) and asked for God to dispense justice toward him (vv.12-15).

Clearly David felt he was subject to injustice. He was willing to publicly call Saul out for that injustice which Saul had attempted to deal to him. But David was not willing to be his own instrument of vengeance. David relied and trusted on God alone to be the one to vindicate him and bring justice upon Saul’s head, in God’s time.

Hearing this, Saul was overcome by the whole situation and wept (v.16). After recovering himself from the shock and the situation, Saul spoke in response to David. Saul admitted that David was better than him “for you have repaid me good, whereas I have repaid you evil” and piously hoped that God would bless David for his goodness to him (vv.17-19).

Secondly, Saul acknowledged publicly what he did not desire, and what his own son Jonathan had publicly recognised and acknowledged: that David would be king after him (v.20).

Finally, Saul sought from David a promise that David would not wipe out his family line to settle any contenders to David’s kingship (v.21). Saul worried that, much like former Soviet despots today and the contemporaries of his day, David would ensure that nobody descended from the former leader was around to challenge his claim to the throne. David gave his word that no “mishap” would befall Saul’s family at his hand (v.22).

With that, Saul left off chasing David and went home. However, David knew better than to trust that things were now solved, and returned with his men to their hiding place (v.22).

David could have taken the opportunity to seize the throne using his powers and what seemed providentially plated before him, but he chose to wait on God’s timing. 

One day, a son of David also faced the temptation to take the throne without walking the path of suffering, when Satan offered Jesus all of the world if Jesus would bow down and worship him (Matthew 4:7-10). Jesus could have seized the opportunity to reign over Creation, he also knew that this was not part of God’s plan. Jesus’ path to the throne ran through the Cross, dying for our sins.

Because Jesus, just as David did, waited on God’s timing, he now reigns on high as God’s Anointed eternal king. Because Jesus waited on God’s timing, he has paid the penalty for our sins and freed us to serve him. 

Jesus has also freed us to lay aside our claims to vengeance, and to trust in God to bring justice to those who hurt us. While that is not an easy thing to do, Jesus’ death satisfied God’s justice on our behalf. God’s justice will come to those who do not repent.

God knows what is best. Like David and Christ, we should wait on God’s timing in life.